You're still too young to be sitting at home thinking your life is over just because your relationship ended. I'm sure that person meant a lot to you, but honestly, life goes on with or without them. & I know it's hard to move on, but think about this. You were doing fine before you met them & guess what? You're gonna be fine after they're no longer in your life. One person fucked you over, but there are millions out there who would treat you right.

"Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." -Albert Einstein

Idk, you're just perfect.